My greatest fear is dying. Ever since I was old enough to understand what it meant to die, it has become my worst nightmare. I can remember being young and thinking about how one day I wont be here anymore, and I would literally cry myself to sleep because of it. Even now I still have times when thinking about death honestly disturbs me.
We put so much work and effort to create lives for ourselves and at the same time make it better for our families, friends and everyone after us. And all for what? To be remembered by immediate family and have your name written on a stone. Its just not fair. We should be able to live until we choose to go in 70 years or even 200 years.
What does all of this have to do with me losing weight? Everything. If i know i only have a certain amount of time to be young and live my life like i want, why cant i just make myself happy and stick to losing weight? I should be able to get fit and healthy and enjoy everything the 20's have to offer because i can only live my life once.